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MY G-d how things are so slow right now. I’m waiting to go to the Wal-Mart and get some stuff for the Super Bowl Party. Derek and Louis are supposed to be going with me, in addition to our mutual friend Mark. Anyway I wish things would hurry up. Mark’s darling girlfriend’s to have a party tonight and I’m invited–I know, a REAL party and everything. How cool is that?

Last night I stayed up and waited for Joe to call me. I seriously think I’m beginning to have significant feelings for him. He had to go take his brother across the mountain to some kind of event, and since his father was at a billiards tourney, he decided to call me. I like his voice. It’s something that comforts me, too. I’m not sure how much time left we have with one another but I appreciate him nonetheless…and I do love him…

I got about 1,087.00 from the government and from my tuition loan people, and I’m using it for some clothes and some books. I’m also thinking of buying that 10 CD set of Steve Reich’s works. That and a couple more CDs to fill up my collection and whatnot. But I also need new clothes, which was why I was planning to go to the nearest mall or something to get some things, like cologne. I’ve worked hard to stay in college and I deserve new clothes.

Anyway, everyone’s abandoned me and I don’t feel as alone as I perhaps used to feel. Eric’s in Seattle, CJ’s in NYC, Isaac’s in Mexico City and it sucks. But at least I’m meeting new people now and getting out alot more than I’ve used to.